- Me before I eat: Should I eat? I should. It's okay, it's just an apple. I need to eat. I'm so hungry. I'm going to eat fuck this.
- Me after I eat: Why did I eat. Fuck I'm so fat and stupid and weak. I should purge. Why did I eat. I'm so stupid. God why the fuck did I do that.

Tuesday Feb 2 @ 10:31pmThis is my big sister, and she is my thinspiration!
Follow her blog: http://welcome-to-sicklings-insanity.tumblr.com/
mylaughter13 asked: Dear Lovely, when i began getting thinner, the big shock for me was to hear that if you eat very little, your metabolism will begin to shut down and store fat as a response to lack of food. Please, Continue with what you are doing, but be careful! Get ALL OF YOUR VITAMINS. it's so important! there won't be progress otherwise - a waste of energy and time.
I try and make sure I’m getting enough protein and what not.
I should get some vitamin pills.
Anonymous asked: in response to what anonymous said: 110lbs is actually not underweight depending on your height. For example I'm 5'1" and I'd have to be under 100lbs to be considered underweight. I bring this up just because people can be stupid and anger me. Be smart and figure out the facts based on your own height. However, I think it's great that you ultimate goal is to be happy with your body, no matter the number. Sorry that this is long and pointless. Good luck and never give up! :)
100 pounds is what I’m aiming for.
I will probably stop around 130 :)
earned-not-given asked: starving is the wrong way to lose weight
But it’s also the cheapest and easiest.
Tuesday Feb 2 @ 09:49pmI’ve realized I’m sick of trying to make friends in real life. I’m just sick of it. Also I get a really sick feeling when I eat which = NO FOOD FATASS.
Tuesday Feb 2 @ 09:47pm


